Ultimatum

I don't feel torn, because I know who i want right now.
But what if I don't want to choose?
Should I be forced to?
I chose last year, and it haunts me to this day even though I know I made the most logical choice.
How come all the people in my life make me choose between each other?
No matter what, someone ends up hurt.
The sad part is I'm not even talking about an exclusive situation...
this is my life, and everyone in it.