So much is going to change this year. Most, if not all, of my friends are packing up and leaving for their various futures in college. I guess that's what I get for hanging around people who are older than me. The idea of growing up and moving out seemed so strange only a few months ago, and now here I am feeling like I should be leaving in the near future. Fact of the matter is that I'm not leaving for 2 more years. Two years left ahead of me in this town. What will I even do when I'm on top senior year? Probably a lot less than I did freshman year. How ironic. The older I get the less there is for me to conquer here. No surprises, no challenges. What a bore. Why is it that my peers think they are so mature and badass, when really they're just coming off as stupid. Then again, that thought is the result of having older friends. Been there, done that shit. So now my classmates' antics just seem overly juvenile to me. August 24 is going to be a pain. School is starting yet again for the babies of the world. The saddest part is, I won't have anything better to do anyway. College-bound children are all dipsetting around mid-August. But I'll still be here. Just a stinking junior trying to survive the remaining years of high school. I'll try my best to pretend to care about the meaningless happenings my peers call their lives. Who am I kidding? I won't even pretend to care. Hopefully they'll all continue to stay out of my way. Which leads me to wonder what is it about me that intimidates them so much? Oh right. Probably my terribly cynical personality topped off with a thick layer of continuous sarcasm. Mhm, that'll do it. Junior year is going to be oodles of fun, eh? Part of me wants to leave home right now, but only the part that doesn't worry about petty things like bills, taxes, and rent. With all that said, I have no choice but to continue being the stupid junior who thinks 4 years of high school is unnecessary.
